After Bombshell McGee outed him, Jesse went to rehab: "I don't even know why I went...I was just driving around and looking for help." It wasn't for substance abuse: "Never did drugs. I drank like a motherf'er. For 30 years." Jesse said he knew now that he "should have done the honorable thing and just left her...because I did really love her and I did really care for her."