Howard said he spent much of the weekend mourning the loss of Bianca: "My wife and I cried the entire weekend. I mean, we took a break to eat, but...I'm having a conversation with the cat, that's how distraught I am. And then I'm crying." Howard tried to explain how difficult it was to finally put Bianca's things away--but had to stop: "I really can't go on with this story because I don't want to cry on the air. ... I didn't even know I had all these tears in me. I'm a guy who never cries."